my greatest fear

some people fear of spiders, heights or dying, but for me...my greatest fear is dying before i get to live. right now, i sometimes feel like a robot. wake up, go to school, sport, eat, homework and go to bed, wake up and do the same thing over. so my fear would be dying today or while i'm still young. i'm not afraid of going to heaven or meeting god. i want to die very old....like over 100 years old.(i know you can't choose when you die) i have big plans for myself....to go to medical school, travel the world, get married, be successful. i just can't stop thinking about it. you hear stories on the news about young people dying and it eats me up inside. they say your teen years are the best years.... i don't think so. i believe it gets better as you grow up. :)